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Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
23
UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older

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    Saturday, September 30, 2006
    Siansation

    contradictions

    oppurtunity cost

    sleeping vs staying up

    ur precious time ticking away


    childrens day is coming
    septs ending
    OCt beckons

    more outfield excercises
    ATP
    chemecial defence??
    deployment

    2 public holidays
    2 guard duties


    12:17:00 AM


    disgruntled rants
    Saturday, September 23, 2006
    dont u wish there was a day where you could just sit back and stone around
    let the DAYS fly by
    days when u felt totally down
    yet you could hide away from all your troubles

    unfortunately
    ive only got the luxury of 40 plus hours out of camp
    okay make it 50 hours
    this weekend
    we got lucky
    live firing finished earlier than expected

    i consider myself lucky
    for others barely got 24 hours
    some poor souls stuck in camps doing guard duty
    other sods chiong suaing somewhere in sg

    yet i still long for greener pastures
    why is this so
    is this human nature

    or just my insane desire
    for something slacker

    right now my stomachs getting all quirky again
    Sux
    having to shave everyday
    another minus points
    suffering from mood swings
    as if it was pms
    occasionally

    good stuff that happened this week

    lets see
    didnt sign one extra for something stupid i did
    or rather carelessness

    silver for ippt
    wont bother bout gold
    its too far off
    but knowing how anal the unit is
    they'll bound to be up to something

    finally passed SOC
    met first year timing
    couple of seconds of second year timing
    gosh i hate running SOC
    u run until ur mind is totally blank
    like u can collaspe ani moment
    no kidding
    reach the finish line and if you can still stand stright and walk around smiling
    i'll say ur pro

    lets c
    bought one lime magazine
    browsed through others

    enough bout army
    since entering
    i talk mostly bout army stuff
    well thats cos im stuck in it
    i aint leading a civi life
    so please pardon my french if i sound
    like i rant so much

    i want to watch a couple of movies
    sg dreaming
    MIami vice

    games i want to have
    FInal fantasy 12
    bout 2 months before i can play it????????
    MGS 4
    wait i dun have nor plan to get a ps3 yet

    what else

    well i dont have much of a social life
    so i cant fill you in on all the typical meetings
    hangouts that teens enjoy

    try youtube
    for some online entertainment


    11:50:00 PM


    Human emotions
    Saturday, September 16, 2006
    i think im not wrong to say
    that emotions and feelings
    are one of the defining factors of being a human

    i feel drained as usual this week
    farking shagged out from guard duty on monday
    thought it would be 2 hour duty 4 hours rest
    but ended up 4 hours duty 2 hours rest
    for 24 hour shift
    then tuesday nite couldnt sleep properly
    got whacked by commando mozzies
    KNN (@)#$_#)@%(*$)%*$#_)@
    ruined my sleep
    literally a zombie throughout this week
    SOC on thursday
    sibei tired
    failed

    live firing of SAW yest
    quite fun.....


    IPPT and SOC need to take again this coming week

    had a gathering today earlier for lunch
    first 3 months of the former t9
    quite a big turnout
    nice to see people whom i havent seen in ages
    some really have changed
    girls living the life of uni students
    cough cough esther

    nice outfit

    nice insights into your happening life

    guys ranting bout the ORGANISATIon
    except for byron
    it takes dedication to sign on.....
    all the best
    next time i'll have to salute u as SIR
    LTA, CPT? in bout a few years
    i think he can do it

    didnt spend sat nite out which i usually do
    just watched jap anime at home
    i highly recommend this anime
    for all hot blooded males and romantics

    GReen GReen
    M18 rating
    for gratitious fan service, sexual homour,inneudo

    but really it makes you wish you were still in school
    u know all the high school drama
    crushes
    emotional rushes etc...

    school days.....
    for some its the best time of their life
    for others not so.....

    yeah
    its just plain o'll me being jealous of those who enjoyed their school dayz....
    a green eyed monster.....
    HAH

    wait more life ZZZ monster
    cos i feel like snoozing all the time
    nites folks........


    11:33:00 PM


    the day before
    Sunday, September 10, 2006
    the day before
    i felt so happy
    freedom for the entire day
    no restrictions whatsoever

    2 days before
    friday nite
    leaving camp what a wonderful feeling
    knowing that u will get to enjoy the previleges of the outside world

    now
    just a few hours before heading back
    another long week ahead

    sept 11 arriving tml
    so is guard duty

    what else can i say nothing much

    some words for pre enlistees

    if you want to chao keng
    do it before u enlist into the army
    dont wait until you enter
    by then it will be pretty tough

    another 12 weeks of trainee life ahead
    no sign of an easier life
    all the way chiong sua
    sibei dulan
    sianz half
    when will good fortune come

    SOON yeah it better be


    6:58:00 PM


    september is here
    Sunday, September 03, 2006
    a new month

    teachers day has just passed

    ah a tribute to all teachers.....

    haha its been a couple of months since leaving skool

    so like been out of touch with skool life..


    one more week till the end of Field pioneer course

    i seriously doubt that i'll get posted out..
    even though i desperately want to
    the only way out it seems
    is to chao keng and ooc

    seriously sick of this combat vocation



    whatever

    songs that i dig currently

    stacie orric0- im not missing you
    liz phair- why cant i/ extraordinary
    maximum tune 2 soundtrack
    rhianna- unfaithful
    nelly furtado- promiscious

    girl power!!


    1:21:00 AM